Skip to content

what’s wrong with me…?

September 4, 2006

i don’t know why but i cannot help thinking that my cell phone’s going to explode while i’m holding it… such a weird paranoia… wonder where that comes from… guess i’ve been feeling somewhat anxious… but about what…?
think since my schedule slowed down somewhat for august and september, i’ve been trying to figure out what to do next and stuff… then whenever i try to do something, like setting up a gig, thinking about new projects, i end up feeling so damn not focused, then get anxious, then feel like i’m stuck…
also i cannot help thinking that things seem to go a lot better when i’m not trying to push anything… then that’s so passive… argh, i don’t know anymore…
one of my mottoes has been to go with the flow… and i’ve been damn lucky so far by living it… however isn’t it about the time for me to take charge in my life…? maybe it’s some kind of block i need to get through…
hopefully it’ll go away soon and i’ll be able to sit down, breathe and focus… need to go away or something…

Advertisements

From → Uncategorized

4 Comments
  1. 이유는 잘 모르겠지만, 마음의 안정을 찾으셨으면 좋겠네요. 힘내세유.

  2. Maybe it’s just the time of year. I always feel like that at the end of the summer.

  3. thanks… i’m feeling better already… yes, autumn will do that to ya…

  4. care for a collaboration?? shoot me an e-mail: pageshadow@hotmail.com

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: